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Labels: , , , - Thursday, November 19, 2009


Mode: HAPPY THAT THINGS WORK OUT

Education randomness:

Done with the exams, average rating of the papers: OK! and just now I went to see EP and we kinda got the leaked out mark of the whole papers. All I can say that insya Allah I'll be graduating with half flag of independent. Yey me!! Alhamdulilah! Half flag cuz the mark isn't that good and I was expecting a better grade, but for the sake of graduating, yup, it was OK. Oh gosh, be thankful that I pass!! Tonite, I'll start applying for Msc of Petroleum Geoscience by Coursework/Dissertation (master programme) in UTP. Tomorrow, I'll be sending out my CV for a recommendation letter by EP. Huh, what a hectic day!!Praying hard that I will be accepted to further my study or else, I've to start working out on PLAN B!!

Life randomness:

I've been thinking of this issue lately: ( ...hurm, it's more towards love issue but so be it then, who cares, but think about this:

People says that "LOVE is BLIND and IT KNOWS NO BOUNDARY"

But people still set out a guideline or criteria saying blablabla...I want this type of woman/men with this type of look...and so goes the list. If love is so blind, why do we still have this mindset that we have to look for on what we aim for? Eventhough we realise we don't usually get what we want and we usually end up with the the word "OUT OF EXPECTATION". FOr me if love is so blind,you could end up with anyone,anybody that u might never expect to be with. Probably the last person on earth you wanna be with is the one for you. Theoretically, I like it, cuz I don't want to set the rules of what type of guy that I'm looking for (enough with adoring the good looking one) cuz I don't want to end up with disappointment in my life cuz he doesn't meet the expectation/criteria that i'd set up. Accept your fate and that's how it goes. For me, it's enough for him to be able to love me back to the fullest and have a good career cuz I might have my own career as well. So as long as he loves me, it won't bite!

One lesson that I learned today is: Care and love those that you cherish the most in life cuz those one day they will leave sooner that you expect and for that moment, remorse and regret won't undo the time that had lost. So luv & be nice to all that you care NOW!!


With love,


LIL NOTE

Labels: , , - Saturday, November 14, 2009

Mode: The rain is pouring down heavily outside, just right after I sent you halfway to the airport.


To my dearest,

There's so much thing in mind that I left unsaid. But if you happened to read my blog someday soon, I hope you do understand things that I meant to tell you. I knew you back in 2006, we werent that close but things keep getting better. There is an ease between us and it feels good to be around you. It started with me reminisce the song, :SUM 41: PIeCEs. It was our fave back then, or even now. Since then, we mutually developed*haha and eventually we'r getting close and inseparable.
We share things that we love to do: DOtA, updatin new songs in our iTunes, watchin movie together, going out together, having meal and cook 2geda and we do almost everything together. Well, the only thing that I can't adapt is WAtCHiNG fOOTball.LolZ.
But as you see, things aren't always working out between us. THere's the ups and downs in our relationship. Sometimes u hurt me and sometimes I hurt you. But no matter how much we fight, we know that we'll be back together again. Though the process is rough, but that teaches us to be strong and to better known each other and learned how to respect each other. Until now, even this day we never to forget to learn and respect each other.
Just today, I see my self in the mirror, ima alone again. I just wanna scream saying that 'DOn't take the joy out of me or why you have to go?" I cried but guess what, I know that I can't turn back the time. All I have to do now is to look up for a bright future,pray hard to see each other again and hOpe for the BEST!!
I'm sorry that I hurt you so much though I know how much you care for me. It was even worse to know that you are only back this semester just to make sure I'm doing fine, graduating and have him around to support me all the way till the end of my semester. It was so painful to bear the fact that he sacrifices that much just to give me that smile. Why? I know how fragile i am when it comes to loosing someone that I love/care. I just don't know how to repay him. But all I want to say, Thank you very much my dear!!

P/S: I'll be missing you. Though you're miles away, you'll be close in my heart and I will never stop praying for us. That's my promise. Plus, I'll never forget to send over u something on ur bday~~though it's small, at least it's sumthing..lolz

*~The only main reason I don't want to love anybody is the daunt of loosing them!It's unbearable..hurmmmmm..*long sigh

Our theme song:
You walked away in silence
You walked away to breathe
Stopped and turned around to say goodbye to me
I'm pleading as your leaving I'm begging you stay
I'm not the man I used to be, I've changed
I'm not the man I used to be, I've changed

Don't give up on us, don't give up on love
Don't give up on us, don't give up on love
If my life is the price, then my life it will cost
Now that I'm picking up the pieces see the pain that I have caused
It's hard to believe in someone you thought was lost
Don't give up on us, don't give up on love
Don't you walk away in silence...

In tears you counted reasons
Tears covered you it seemed
Face down screaming "God help me please"
I'm pleading as your leaving; I'm begging you to stay
I'm not the man I used to be, I've changed
I'm not the man I used to be, I've changed

Don't give up on us, don't give up on love
Don't give up on us, don't give up on love
If my life is the price, then my life it will cost
It will cost my life
Now that I'm picking up the pieces see the pain that I have caused
It's hard to believe in someone you thought was lost
Don't give up on us, don't give up on love
Don't you walk away in silence
Please come back to me
Don't you walk away in silence
I'm not the man I used to be!

Well I pray that tomorrow you'll be home
We can rebuild and forever we can go on
Go on, and go on
We can go on, well I pray that tomorrow you'll be home
Look at horizons and let the light bring you home, bring you home

Don't give up on us, don't give up on love
Don't give up on us, don't give up on love
If my life is the price, then my life it will cost
Now that I'm picking up the pieces see the pain that I have caused
It's hard to believe in someone you thought was lost
Don't give up on us, don't give up on love
Don't walk away in silence
Please don't walk away
Don't you walk away in silence
I'm not the man I used to be!

QUICK FACT!

Labels: - Saturday, November 7, 2009

Mode: Sangat malas+ x ready


Progress in Study: Slow but steady (but dunno if I manage to answer the questions 2mrw)

Updates: Kneecap ache, merapu in Twitter & yup here the blog.
Flight date: Yey i'ma going back this 24th Nov, can't wait till then

Last exam: 18th Nov (530pm +2hrs of exam period= so in about 8pm (MERDEKA)

First exam: 2mrw 9th of Nov (PEng: Formation Evaluation, starting at 9am)

Current song addiction: The Only Exception-Paramore (relaxing)
Die-hard movie: Bad Lieutenant (Nic. Cage), released sumtimes in Nov.

First thing to do: Lepas exam, shopping sepuas hati

Last thing to say: Gonna miss campus life & everyone. Tq for brighten up my yester-years!! You guys rock and keep rocking!!





LUV,

FINAL EXAM, FOLK!!

Labels: - Thursday, November 5, 2009

Can't believe this gonna be my final time sitting for a final exam (praying hard for it that I make it through). I will surely sit in the exam hall, tapping my pencil, hoping for my great success,insya Allah.

And for this, I would like to wish everyone "GUD LUCK IN YOUR EXAM AND STRIVE HARD FOR IT BABE!!" We gonna make it through together by ease or by pain. Let's pray together for our victory. Conquer the war, win the battle!!


My first paper would be Petroleum Engineering: Formation Evaluation (this Monday), sux eh? Huh, big sigh, it's gonna pretty hard with all the formulas roaming around my brain and my last paper would be on the next Wednesday, Environmental Geochemistry and walaa.. I'm ready to pack up for home.


Gambatte,


HALLOWEEN'S FEVER

Labels: - Monday, November 2, 2009

Halloween's fever all over the world: oww...

A close-up of Heidi's costume.

Actress Eliza Dushku and boyfriend Rick Fox went to the party as zombie-fied Bonnie and Clyde.

Kelly Osbourne and her fiance Luke Worrall came as Bacon and Eggs. Yummy!

Perez Hilton was also at the party. He came as, well, we don't really know but one thing's for sure, we don't want to see this again. EVER.

While Paris Hilton's boyfriend Doug Reinhardt dressed as the tooth fairy, it looks like the socialite herself didn't put much effort in her costume. Blah.

Today Show hosts Hoda Kotb (as Yoda), Matt Lauer (Luke Skywalker), Al Roker (Han Solo), and Ann Curry (Darth Vader) appeared on their show in full Star Wars regalia. We have no idea who the Wookie is.

Meanwhile, at the White House, Star Wars was also a popular theme. Here's White House Press Secretary Robert Gibbs in a Darth Vader costume, with his son Ethan dressed as Jango Fett.

President Barack Obama and first lady Michelle Obama handing out candy at the White House. Michelle's mother Marian also dressed up for the ocassion (she's the 'witch' in the white wig).

And what exactly do trick or treaters at the White House get in their mini cauldron? Among others are presidential M&Ms, and these orange cookies shaped like the White House!

Animals, too, joined in the Halloween celebrations in the United States. This is Axhi, a 14-year-old Grizzly bear, devouring a pumpkin at the Chicago Zoological Society's Brookfield Zoo in Illinois.

Hudson, the two-year-old Polar bear loves his pumpkin too.

Nadaya, an eight year-old Western Lowland Gorilla, relishing her pumpkin treat at the Brookfield Zoo.

Whirl, a two-and-a-half-year-old Amur Tiger, had to chase his pumpkin around first before eating it. What a typical cat!

OURAN KOUKOU 75

Labels: - Saturday, October 31, 2009

I'm done reading the 75th series of Ouran High School Host Club. Demn it was really sad. When I read the manga, I seriously think that this series is just like the Korean drama, BoYs BefORe Flower, where their love is being opposed by the man's family (wealthy family) and the head of the house is trying everything just to separate them.


For Ouran, Haruhi Fujioka (the girl) is a special scholar student at Ouran who came to be best friend with the school's owner son, Tamaki Suoh and later they fell for each other. In this 75th series, Tamaki is forced to leave Ouran Host Club by his Grandma (Head of the Suoh's family) and he was appointed to take care of family's businesses. The most mean part is that Tamaki is forced to be apart from Haruhi, by threaten him to expel her from school is he gets any closer to her. Haruhi was left unanswered of what's going on with Tamaki, when Tamaki suddenly decided to leave the club and to distance himself from Haruhi.

The most heart broken part is when Tamaki said to Haruhi:


"You're being a burden"..uwaaa

Waa..it's so not fair.. and this what happen to Haruhi later after she'd been told that she's a burden:



and I can't wait for Ouran next series that will be release on the 26-11...UWAAA...


Lotsa luv,

THOUGHT OF THE DAY

Labels: - Wednesday, September 30, 2009

From this month onwards,instead of writing whole lots of blabber,i'll just write in some thought of the day that i have...something for me to ponder sumtimes later.I'll start writing the whole new chapter/entry once I'm done with my FYP and other works. So here are the things that been circling in my head now and then:

1)'Rezeki di tangan Allah'. That phrase had been used over and over again till this morning, I started to realize the meaning of it. That is when I actually writing a CV to be submit for Shell Graduate Interviewer Training. Though, I had been thinking of going (but due to the laziness of writing up a CV), I let go the chance. The thing had been long due on last week (24th of September). But to my surprise, Allah still gimme the chance to be part of it, and here you go, I ended up going this 6th OcTOBER. Alhmdlh.

2)'He's in love with the YM gal but not the person he used to meet right in front of him'. I've been noticing this guy, who is frequently be my YM buddy, day and night, I mean his attitude and stuff. He is way nicer in the Ym than when I come to see him in person. He's treating the YM gal more than just an ordinary friend. And I'm glad to be that much appreciated. Alas, when I meet him , he's way different than he used to be in YM. He reluctantly look or even spoke to me. I feel a bit distance, but I just don't get it. What's the different between me being the YM gal and the normal me in real world. Well....that is something about him that I don't really understand.

3) 'The pain of missing someone'. Well, I come to this point when I went to visit Areen's fb. Reading her comments and yup I could tell how much in love she is with the guy she is with now. But one thing that I don't get is how is they are able to live such a life. Pardon me, well maybe I never get use the life of having a partner. But..for me, it's unbearable to have the feeling of missing someone and etc. You're in such a pain. It has all the bitter-sweet. I hate the feeling of missing someone. Cuz right now, I dunno, for some reason, it's unbearable for me to miss someone in this moment of chaos, where I got tons of assignments to catch up, with DR.EP nagging me through OPPA concerning my ample of thin sections that need to be done within this 2 weeks time. HUh...I'm jaded of it...GIMME A BREAK...for GODSAKE...

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