1901-Oppa

It was something about you I guess,

Whenever I reminisce the past,

I went smiling and teary on my own,

I had always known you as a carefree,

Until the night you open up your heart,

Letting me see the other side of you,

Which I care to say "What a sweet sight"

The text and those sweet words you bathe me in,

Somehow still lingers playing on and on

Even though those times had left me for 2 years,

I find it hard to move on? To why though?

Is it hard to forget and forego?

Even I always think time will heal,

It is not the healing I'm looking for

But more to reconcile the moment we have,

The hesitation and guilt I bear,

Slowly creeping me in,

I'm sorry though that I lied to you and myself,

I knew I made the mistake of letting you go,

But that was the best for both of us,

Yes I lied to what my feeling on you,

So what about it?

I texted you on 1901,

I paused....

I still remember you in my every life,

I continue...

Happy 24th Birthday,

I guess that's the only thing I managed to write

and SENT..

The only thing I know for sure,

Those people out there may know you superficially

But I'd known you far deeper to the abyss!

P/s: Thank you for making me your first lady and sorry that I have to lie to you in order for you to forego and move on w/o me. But I guess that was the big mistake I made. I do wish I could turned back the time. There is so much things to say, but the words get in the way. Anyway, happy birthday and hopefully you're surrounded with all the loves and the people that you love~

With love,

From your first lady

Loves,